long time no see. but as u can see i freshened it up in here. lol. i wish i could say so much happened but it was jus the usual. wit a few fresh things here n there. 2day i de-snowed the driveway which took forever. i felt like i was blowing the same snow over n over again. i jus dont kno where 2 point the thing so the snow jus blows back onto the spot i jus blowed. o n i got a job. i work at coldstone in marlboro now. come visit me n ill hook u up wit a waffle bowl. hah. im exempt from finals so this week is gonna be quick cuz only 1 day of school. 2moro we have off cuz of the blizzard of o5. still waiting 2 hear from a couple schools. i got into uconn, hartford, rutgers, n rhode island. im still waiting 4 southern california, uc san diego, uc irvine, n tcnj.

so i think theres something wrong wit me. u kno how u usually want more than u have. i think i have that disease. i never seem 2 be satisfied. this goes for my whole life i think. relationships and material things. i jus hope im not like that all the time. not gooood. wit relationships im always lookin 4 more i guess cuz i see that things could b different. idk nemore. in a way its good cuz ur always striving for better things n for things 2 be as close 2 perfect as possible. but idk where 2 draw the line. i need therapy hah. comfort food can only get u soo far.

o by the way. i have a my space . . . lol i got sucked into it.  --> http://profiles.myspace.com/users/16114257

lets see . . . i got an 1190 on the last SATs..but combining my highest math n highest verbal i have a 1200 . . . thats good..I think . . . but yeah..since i didnt go up 100 pts like they said...princeton review is givin me a free SAT II coarse in writing...so i have to study of biology n math on my own...but wutever

in other news . . . im gettin my license on thursday!! sweetness cant wait

halloween weekend was pretty fun . . . saturday - party all day n party all nite hah . . .sunday  washed my car for the first time n then chilled wit the crew n almost got arrested . . . sweeet

im also lookin for a job . . . i need some xTra cashh

hey man. go vote. choose or lose. vote or die.

i took my last SAT's on saturday. i think i did pretty well. but at least its my last 1. now thats outta the way. i gotta worry about SAT II's now. sweet.

2day i got the license plates put on the car. i kinda miss the temp plates that have the dealership and the temporary plate made outta paper that was on my back windshield. it made the car feel new. haha. also i scheduled 2 have a refresher course b4 i get my license so i learn how 2 parallel park. btw my car is in dire need of a wash n its only 2 weeks old. who does that.

i think i got the basics of this this whole college thing sorted out. i made sure of all the deadlines n things i have 2 mail in n all the essay topics. damns i have 2 write like 8 diff essays. sux major. yeah. well i went 2 tcnj yestterday n last week i went to a stanford meetin in new brunswick. this comin weekend im goin 2 carnegie mellon n check that out. the next day i have a usc (unversity of southern cali) meetin in NYC. o man i luv stress.

so we have off 2day n wednesday also. thats pretty sweet. another 3 day week. yesss.

gotta study for ap bio now. oo the hotness. i think i have like a d+ in that class since i got a 57 on the last test. awesome...¤Out4noW_l8r kid.

ps. sorry 4 those i haven been able 2 chill wit since ive been so daym busy these days. miss u guys. o n also i added a playlist of musiq. check it out. jus click a number on the top of the page n a diff song will play. lata.

...its awesome that we have off 2moro...i def need the break even though this past weekend was a 4 day weekend....2day there was a college fair in school...mm im almost done w/ SAT class..2 more classes left....

so i guess u can say im in the college process now...gonna start the apps 2moro...but here's the thing:

at first i was plannin on goin into biomedical engineering ((thats where tthey design the pacemakers..n fake legs/arms))...n i was only lookin at the schools that offered that...like STevens..NJIT..John Hopkins...n all that stuff....but once i started school..n i guess my AP bio class had a lot 2 do w/ it...but i realized i really dont like it..its hard..n im not doin well..i jus got a 57 on the first test...which is failin by 3 pts..hah...but neway...i kno biology isnt what im gonna be doin ..but it relates to it..n if i have 2 do all that stuff for the rest of my life...im gonna lose it....so i thought...i better go to a school that not only has biomedical engineering..but a variety of other courses..like psychology....or computer stuff....so now im also lookin at rutgers..tcnj....aside from all the CA schools like UC Irvine..and USC.....so thats that...

so i got a car!! hah.....its a pretty sweet ...but i dont get my license for about another month...so its sittin in the garage for the time bein...

thats def one of the plusses in my life

so i guess thats life....school 5 days a week..SAT class every other nite....college stuff....partyin it up here n there....theres gotta be a balancee man....jus chill_¤Out4noW_l8r KiD

school started yesterday . . . and man i was not xPectin it to suk so much . . . i really don't like my classes. all of my classes this semester are either honors or AP... and next sem is when i have all the easy classes...so imma go 2 guidance 2moro 2 see if i can change them around so its more balanced....

it seemed like we've jus come back from a weekend...like we've already been in school for months...it was slower than xPected....idk..mayB its jus me..cuz im weird like that

SAT class started yesterday 2 . . . they give a sh*tlode of work ....that sux

i still gotta finish summer readin...n start my college apps....damns

                                            . . . i can get thru this shyt

y'kno i was thinkin about this grl....and i thought in my head that all i had 2 do was approach her n y'kno ...bring out the A game...hah....well its def easier said than done...but i cant stop thinkin about her....i could def picture us 2gether...so its not like she's outta my league....ehh who knows nemore....¤Out4noW_l8rKid

i like her alot....

by the way...y'kno what i like...those commercials on tv or the radio where 2 ppl are talkin over the phone but they sing their conversation...i think thats madd funny..hah...ok lata